THIS IS ME.... DON'T LOOK VERY HAPPY, DO I?

IT'S PROBABLLY BECAUSE I'M NOT.
MY SON WAS BEING VERY FUSSY TONIGHT, SO FOR THE FIRST TIME IN ABOUT A YEAR, I DECIDED TO LET HIM SLEEP WITH ME.

THAT WAS MY SECOND MISTAKE. WHAT WAS MY FIRST MISTAKE YOU ASK? GIVING HIM A CUP OF WARM MILK TO TRY TO GET HIM TO SLEEP EARLIER.

WE BOTH FELL ASLEEP, AND THE LAST THING I THOUGHT BEFORE FALLING ASLEEP WAS "THIS IS SO NICE... THESE ARE THE THINGS JESSE (MY SON'S DAD) IS MISSING OUT ON". WELL HOW TRUE IS THAT.

ABOUT ONE HOUR INTO MY SLEEP I GOT WOKEN UP BY PROJECTILE MILK CURD VOMIT IN MY FACE... AND I KINDA HAVE A COLD SO I WAS SLEEPING WITH MY MOUTH OPEN... USE YOUR IMAGINATION. IT WAS NOT PRETTY.

SO NOW HERE I AM AT 2 AM DEAD TIRED, AND COMPLETELY DISGUSTED. JUST FINISHED SCRUBBING MY BED, MATTRESS, CARPET, HAIR ECT ECT. I THINK YOU GET THE POINT.

SO GOING BACK TO MY SON'S FATHER. NOW I AM MAD AT HIM. I MEAN WHY SHOULD I BE THE ONE WHO GETS WOKEN UP WITH NASTY VOMIT? WHY SHOULD I BE THE ONE TO DEAL WITH IT? WHILE HE'S OFF IN BC HAVING A GAY OLE TIME. GOD IT PISSES ME OFF. I MEAN I DON'T MIND BEING A SINGLE MOM MOST OF THE TIME... BUT NOW... SOMEONE SHOULD BE HERE WITH ME, IF ONLY TO SHARE THE PAIN.

SO THIS IS MY RANT... DEDICATED TO JESSE. I KNOW YOU WILL READ THIS... AND ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS YOU OWE ME BIG TIME!

OH AND WENDY... AS SICK AS THE APPLE POOP STORY WAS... AT LEAST YOU DIDN'T GET WOKEN UP WITH IT IN YOUR MOUTH AND COVERING YOUR FACE.

GOODNITE, AND TO ALL THOSE PEOPLE HAVING A WONDERFUL SLEEP RIGHT NOW.......
F U C K Y O U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS... I KNOW THIS SIDE OF ME DOESN'T COME OUT TOO OFTEN, AND I KNOW IT'S NOT PRETTY, BUT NEITHER WAS WHAT HAPPENED TONITE. I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE IF I OFFENDED OR DISGUSTED ANYONE WITH THIS... BUT TO BE HONEST I JUST DON'T GIVE A DAMN.